So you know when you take a shower and then someone flushes a toilet on the floor above you and the water turns scalding hot? Well in my shower to day that happened three times. Every time it happened I sounded like goofy when he gets hurt: whoohhooohhooohooo!
Anyway on another note, lately there are a few things going on in my life that are incomplete, as in they aren't finalized or there isn't a commitment. I am a person who like to just have things done so then I can move on to the next task, maybe that's my male characteristics showing themselves, but anyway that's how I am most of the time. And right now I want to just be like ok, I'm going to do this and thats it, that way i have it decided and i can move on with life. But I feel like God wants me to wait. I feel like he wants me to do that a lot, I always want to him to just tell me the order to do things in, so that i can take the list and get to work. That isn't how God works, or not how he has in my life at least. It is just that these things that I am dealing with are things that everyone else already has finalized I guess. And you know when some conversations start and such you want to be included, and feel secure, and when you talk about how you haven't decided on something you feel like you are dumb and wrong. It is hard waiting on God, its hard having faith that things will work out for the best if you just wait. But that is sometimes what our Father calls us to do, even though sometimes its painfully hard, as it is right now for me. I feel like I am just waiting for some kind of event or a certain time to pass before I am like ok God now I am deciding because enough time has passed, but even that is wrong. We should wait on the Father to tell us, but I am just so obsessed with deadlines because that's what we are used to in the world that we live in. *sigh* Again, just be patient and have faith in our Father.
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